I have been banging my fists on my legs, my head and the steering wheel in Sydney : because the GPS in my Dad's car was leading me in loops, because there were 650 actors all trying to get to the same audition I was, because so much is the same as I left it -problems that were at first an infection have now turned into diseases and no matter how much I try...it is out of my control. I had forgotten what it felt like to be so frustrated to need that action in order to 'release